This one is a tribute to my friend Sukhvinder!! whom we use to call “FOSLA”. Now i dont need to tell you what FOSLA means, fosla fell in love with a gal name MONA NAIK. And what he felt he told me and while talking to this sweet freind of mine, I came up with these lines…Hope you all will like it..
In search of sleep, I tried so hard
To give running thoughts a small halt.
Running into emotions I cried so hard,
The heart fell into pieces & I shouted aloud.
But with me now was silence my friends,
An oath to wait & let this time pass again.
Things will change, my heart brings hope,
But the lone ray of hopes has fallen apart.
Waiting and waiting I am tried of myself
Loosing my patience I am out of my control.
My habit to smile has left me now and,
Comic sense has finally said to me bye-bye.
More I forget the closer I find,
Vicious whirlpool and never ending turmoil
Thoughts in my mind has made me remind,
U were never mine, U were never mine….
How can my love be just one sided
Giving you no chance and leaving u undecided
I gave you my life, I gave u my time
Searching in your heart, that rhythm divine.
Years passed by and many days ran away
But u will come back why do I always say,
Why thoughts of leaving you leave me gray
And tears in my eyes come from no where.
Every fallen tear, carries the pain I bear
I can’t feel my wounds just don’t heal
I still respire but I lack all my desire
Without you I dream to reach no higher
From the bottom of my heart I still love you
My love this side is still waiting for you
Come hold my hand and make me alive
Insomniac and dieing now I cant survive…
Do let me know if you like it…
We love it
I loved it .The last line, can i use it on my gtalk status?
dam good in the sense u wrote ..rest i will say later…
isqh kabhi rulata hai..
toh kabhi hasata hai..
zindagi ka dustor yahin hai dost..
kabhi pyar mein koi pass ata hai..
toh kabhi ruth door chala jata hai..
Sometimes, Missing is more precious than being together… You will never know what you’ve been missing until it arrives & you will never know what you’ve got until its missing….Right composition of words depicts the full flow of emotions
..In short great effort 
Sometimes we dont get what we want . but we can cherish those pious moments life long.. Emotion is just flowing from these lines..Feelings should never be one sided but we just cant help it… Wonderfully written.. Anyone would want to take u out from this pain after reading these lines.I wish that its just an imagination not a part of ur life. Good luck.
thanks for you comments well i respect your concern but thats how a poet is, and let the poet be like this, otherwise such lines can never be created again!!