Its amazing how a letter can change the entire meaning of a word, like mate or made, cart or card. I am not going to talk about English word today and not on any word jumble game but on a serious topic in a different language. Lets talk about 2 words in Hindi “Vivah” (meaning marriage) and “Virah” (meaning separation) as you can see the only difference between them is a “V” and a “R”, but meanings are poles apart. I always thought can the two emotions cannot come together and could not imagine a scenario together for the same person. But I came across this song:

I know people may argue what is happening in this song and how the 2 person depicted in song behaved. I would not go into analysis of what is happening between them but on the theme of song. How a marriage has changed everything and how separation can make a perfectly fine person a completely different person.

The key take away for me from this song still remains what if the person you trust and love betrays you can he/she go to a limit that he/she can become mad or loose his/her identity completely? This song is an evidence of what a betrayal can do, such is the power of love and such is the strength of this emotion that you can loose yourself (burn yourself to ashes) or build yourself (from ashes). This brings me to my second point.

Love does not fear anything, neither the tradition nor any person in this world. If you start fearing in love then to me that’s not called love. Love is such a beautiful thing that scope of any other emotion to occupy your mind cannot coexist. Love is such a special feeling that no other emotion can occupy your mind, you don’t feel any other emotion for the other person. The trouble in today’s world is people tend to believe in other person’s word not the people whom they were with. What this concludes is you never trust the person you were with and in that case you have no right to call your love a true love.

Last but not the least love is not always about being together and achieving your loved ones, sometimes the best love stories (Romeo Juliet, Heer Ranjha etc)  are the ones where the loved ones were never together no matter what, be it world, be it tradition, be it life itself. However those love stories are never great and worth a mention where trust, faith or dedication is missing. Love may lead to “Vivah” or Virah” but that is only worth a story when you have trust in your loved ones, you have faith in others intention, you can question anything  but never question the dedication and if  any of above is missing, its best to close that chapter of life and remember the sweet memories and build yourself because as a wise person said to me “Life is about achieving bigger purpose”. My only question to that wise person is what if you have achieved everything is life materialistically, where should the person go then should he/ she loose his/her existence then?


Let me know what you feel do drop in your comments.



When you mattered to me the most

Life was like the sailing boat,

I put my trust in you, in the deepest oceans

Went on war to face the world,

Became care free to fight my battle with this world


But here I am alone on the shore on a wet sand

With breeze hitting my soul

Teaching me the lesson, when you trust, trust no more

You cheated me and you lied to me

You pushed me against the wall and I cried to live


You tore me apart left right and centre, yet I stood for you

You convinced me that you were different

All the promise and all the joys ripped apart in a moment

And here I am shredded in pieces

Crying and singing this song, when you trust, trust no more


The storm that came and went by, the dust when settled

All the promises were over

I found you no different than the first time we met

Each event replayed itself again

My senses could only say this, when you trust, trust no more


The echoes of past, lost their will, promises faded in a flash

Oh, how silly I was

To conquer the ocean when the pirate sat right next to me

The pain that I am feeling now

Will always remind me, when you trust, trust no more


The wound that bled and the soul that cried, this heart will abide

After all this yet I am to blame

Alas I don’t think I deserve these claim or any of these pain

My eyes have responded

This is the end and this is how it ends, when you trust, trust no more


In this world that I will build now will not have my heart and soul

The damage was done and you rested my soul

If the meaning of trust is to break the trust, that is what I will live by

For me this time I won’t be broken

As it’s difficult to fix, so this time when I trust, I trust no more


My last words to whomever it may concern, from now to beyond

My trust is not a privilege

That anyone can come and shear off with a snatch of a string

I reside in a world it has no value

So here I am making a promise, when I trust anyone, I trust no more…


I wish..

Oh I wish I could live that life again
Flying through the sky and facing the wind
Sitting by the sea and watching the setting sun
Oh I wish I could live that life again

A night that was the one sitting and waiting for sun
Living the moment yet not speaking to one
Oh my heart my heart that beat
Oh I wish I could let it come out and show its beat
Holding the hand and soaking that heat
Oh I wish I could live that life again

So when the sun came the journey began
Your sunken eyes were half asleep then
Passing you the comfort a journey that was
Oh I wish I could have taken the jerks away
Waking you up was a crime for me
Yet letting you sleep and let time go wasn’t acceptable to me
Oh I wish I could live that life again

The talk of the tale where lips were sealed
The words were exchanged but silence was roaring
I was so joyous I couldn’t explain if only I had words
Oh I wish I could live that life again
Oh I can only wish



We live, we die, we see, we enjoy,

life is a journey we should enjoy,

its has joy it has pain, it can be insane

we love we hate, we are happy we are sad

A day, a month an year and we are here

Life keeps passing by and the age that defy

I know I am aging its the this feeling that’s caging

I want to set it free but its still within me

the notion of this time those feeling so divine

still reside within me, I thought it was time

but those feelings are not sublime

I know I am ageing with every season facing

I am with myself hoping to see that view

Alas its life and time has passed by

I wish I could be true and don’t miss those blues

but reality is bitter and doesn’t make you better

may be one day I could go back in time

and may be then I will be fine

Its a riddle that does not die

with time passing by I wonder what it is

or may be its just me or may be its just me….


When I close my eyes

Its amazing how people perceive you by your looks your face and what you express, but if you go deep down within this take a step back and go one step closer to yourself you realize how superficial is this world. So I close my eyes stopping look at this world and think of the most beautiful thing that can ever happen to one. Something that cant be written off, nor be destroyed but just felt and cant be stolen by anyone, its something which can be felt and cant be expressed by word. But when this feeling cant stay within you it tries to bubble out of your heart and when this happens it try’s to take shape of words. These words are something which cant be written, never be forgotten and never expressed. Its an emotion of heart that was , is and will always try to immaculate itself. It always stands away from crowd and never catches anyone’s eyes , so here is my remainder to those who think happiness is outside.

Whether am preoccupied or,

Sitting somewhere with relief,

From the moment I wake up,

Till the time I go to sleep,

Even in my dreams,

My love for you runs deep,


Your one glimpse makes my day,

Your smile makes me fly,


There is a divine charm,

With your lovely face aglow,

Want to hold you in my arms,

And never let you go,


Nothing in my life,

Is more prior than u,

I feel the luckiest,

For being loved by you,


All I want in my life,

With whatever comes my way,

Just want to keep you happy,

Each and every day!


Just take a moment,

And close ur eyes,

You would find my soul there,

To embrace u from all sides.


As said so many times to infinity and beyond….

Love life live life

Well after a long time I read my weblog’s tagline and thought where did I loose the theme of what I created and the first thing that popped up my mind is here …. all I want to say is there are somethings that never change and no matter what life throws at me one should never miss what you created a story must never end.


My eyes

Well in life you see a lot of things but ever tried to look into your eyes….

An eye opener

An eye opener