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So lets start again but first the same old statement: all characters in this story are completely fictional and resemblance with anyone should be considered a mere coincidence. After getting rid of all the formalities lets just look back of where we are, we just went through one day and three attempts made by Chi to talk to Cha. But first day was not the right day, having said that whats the sign of right day? Does it have anything special, does it differ from other days? I would like to hear your views on this. For now lets go back to day 1, Chi submitted the challan, and went to see in which section was Cha in, even though he didn’t know which section he was in? Such is the excitement of love, it changes life you don’t know what you are upto, but you always want to know what the other one is upto , close to notice board where the detail of section was posted, with his fingers crossed he looked for Cha and it didn’t took too long as she was in section B, however looking at entire section B he could not find his name, his heart sink and was not very happy, being in section E was a mere consolation for him. So next job for Chi was to find where Section B class room would be and can he find someone with whom he can be good friend.

So he comes back to hostel find few people who happen to be in Section B and few in E. New day in college time to make new friends, in the mean time Cha happens to get along well with Rita Gupta, who happens to be the heart throb of the batch and in a gender skewed engineering college she was the one who will get a lot of attention. She happens to be in Section A, it so happens that section A and B are next door to each other and other 4 section happens to be away. It’s important to know the location cause it will help you understand the situation better. After a long day and a good rest both Cha and Chi excited to attend the class and give there best shot in class. Butterfly in stomach and excitement in heart and determination do better are some of the trait that you start your engineering year with, it happens to disappear soon with guys and grows strongly in gals which you will see in story very soon.

Chi before going to his classroom deliberately with guys of section B to understand where there class room is and like a typical engineering student started the trend of arriving into classroom after the teacher arrives. On the other hand Cha was accompanying Rita as they have found a good chemistry together on Day one itself. First few lecture passed and with every minute close to launch the excitement in Chi was growing and now was his moment to talk which he wanted to do during last 3 attempt, nervousness crept but he was trying to calm himself down. The moment lecturer left the class he was out and away, not worried who was calling and where his company was heading. He knew where he was heading, but the moment he reached there room was empty the class left early and he was late. Just when he was disappointed and was leaving he saw her standing and waiting for someone around the corner. You and I know that she was waiting for section A to leave so that Rita and she can go together, Cha completely unaware thought that he was noted in his last 3 attempts and he had a ray of hope that now that she noted it would give him a confidence to talk to her. So not to make it too obvious for Cha, Chi went to Cha and asked if she saw which direction Abhishek left, obviously he did not want to make it too obvious that he wanted to talk to her.

Cha (nervous but looking straight into eyes of Chi): He is your friend you should know it, how will I know where he is? However the class ended early and everyone left 10 mins back.

Chi (taken aback by the response and a lot more nervous now): Oh ok. (Looking here there thinking of what now to do, how to start conversation, ideas dry quickly in such adverse conversation)

Cha was looking straight into the eyes which was making Chi nervous but she knew very well that its not Abhishek he is after, and her suspicion was that Chi was after Rita. She wanted to save her friend from strangers and wanted to avoid unnecessary trouble for Rita so decided to start the conversation and direct Chi away quickly. But there was something in Chi’s eyes that made Cha to know more about him. Was it the trigger that both of them were holding or was it something different.

Chi (stammering and mumbling): so, are you…

Cha (cutting the conversation short): I think you are talking about the tall Abhishek, right, I think he went that way.

Chi (utterly annoyed and disappointed, eyes trying to say more but the words not coming out and with the kind of response from Cha, he had no more scope of talking). Ya ok thanks for your help. If you need any help do let me know bye.

Such was nervousness within both end and yet both of them wanted to see each other atleast once more. Chi decided this was not the right time and he should fall back, he needs to be better prepared. As soon as Chi turned back and started walking away, section A dispersed and people were coming out. Cha wanted to ensure if Chi was after Rita or not. Chi decided to make sure what was Cha upto and what was she doing there so decided to stick there with some of the new made friends. Cha left with Rita and Chi clearly understood that if he has to be more confident and understand Cha better he better get some help from Rita. So with this clear plan he decided he will make a better come back where he is better prepared.

That evening Chi decided to go to library, to his luck he saw Rita there. He thanked god and his luck that its not all that bad, luck is favouring him. So he bravely went and saw Rita, compared to Cha the conversation was way too smooth and confident. However he was not aware that his conversations were monitored by 2 people one Cha who was watching Rita and Cha from one corner and Virus aka (Viramani U S). Virus was head of the department once and while he was the head, one of the student committed suicide because she was harassed verbally by a guy with whom she broke up sometime back. Virus being Head had to resign and give up his post, however he made a pledge that he would ensure no such mistake happens ever again. His method to ensure that it never happened was to catch guys and girls talking together and take a picture of them and put them on notice board. For him he was naming and shaming them in public, but for students it was a warning and if he finds it out again he may go to Deans and request action against you. Having said that prior batches have found a method to escape this punishment by either meeting girls at temple or outside college campus. With just second day in college a lot was to be learned about the system and its work around.

Chi calmly talking with Rita, without knowing the dangers, surrounding him. He started with intro, place , department, section and exam ranks, just when he thought it was the right time to ask about Rita’s friend, in comes Virus, yelling Hey you 2 boy and girl, (a very loud voice in not so loud library corridor took both by surprise) Chi looked around and to his surprise he could not find any other boy and girl standing together and he soon realised that call was for him. Before he could react and say anything Virus was over his head, grabbing him by the shoulder. I am talking to you, did you not hear me. Chi nervous no sir, I did not see you.

Virus (crooked smile): Do you know who I am?

Both (nervous): No sir

Virus (sealing the authority) I am Viramani, professor of ECE department, and do you know why I stopped you?

Both (even more nervous) : No sir

Virus (taking out his camera): Stand there I will tell you why.

Both (completely clueless of whats happening stood where they were asked to without knowing what will happen next and why is he taking out camera) Yes sir.

Click from a camera and photo of 2 were taken, both taken aback not knowing what is going around, even more nervous.

Virus: Next time I see you both of you together other than anything to do than studies, I may take action against both and you too need to provide justification of what you were doing in library corridor and is this the place to talk with girls?

Chi: No sir we just met and we were from nearby place to just introducing each other.

Virus (not expecting a response and thought the threat was enough was surprised): Are you from same place? Are you in same department?

Chi : No sir

Virus: Did you introduced yourself to everyone that you met, do you know every guy in your year?

Chi (soon realising that he is making a mistake extending the conversation and fear of getting any action on Day 2 decided to retreat) No sir, sorry sir, wont happen again.

Rita quietly watching everything and almost in tears, for her it was a moment of shame. Chi watching everything quietly from the corner, thought her suspicion was true, Chi is after Rita and she needs to protect Rita from any more misery in coming days. The moment Virus turned back and Chi ensuring he is gone, Rita was pulled away and taken outside by Cha without a word being exchanged. By the time Chi turned his back, Rita was gone ,he looked around and could not find anyone.

So attempt by Chi to get in touch with Rita to find about Cha went to vein, both Rita and Chi photo was on notice board and the news of both of them together caught by Virus spread in entire campus like a wild fire. Cha even more confident that Chi was after Rita and in coming days would try to get in touch with Rita or her soon. Seniors who didn’t even met there juniors were appalled to see that such incident has taken place and were not even more curious to meet both Chi and Rita.

With so much happening and in 2 days 5 attempts to talk to Cha failing miserably and no concrete communication established it was clear its going to be rough ride for Chi in coming days and getting in touch with Cha would require some special effort, some magic. On the other hand Cha was convinced that she needs to be around Rita to avoid any more trouble coming on her. I am sure this story has taken enough twist and turns and is way different from what movies show college life to be. But my next question how will this confusion go away. Will they get to know each other in next episode. Please do keep reading and do live a comment and let me know if you liked it or not. Till then enjoy this song and

Enjoy the song:

Love life live life….!!!

If you missed the episode 1, you can find it here: Cha and Chi (Episode 1):The first look

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When you mattered to me the most

Life was like the sailing boat,

I put my trust in you, in the deepest oceans

Went on war to face the world,

Became care free to fight my battle with this world

 

But here I am alone on the shore on a wet sand

With breeze hitting my soul

Teaching me the lesson, when you trust, trust no more

You cheated me and you lied to me

You pushed me against the wall and I cried to live

 

You tore me apart left right and centre, yet I stood for you

You convinced me that you were different

All the promise and all the joys ripped apart in a moment

And here I am shredded in pieces

Crying and singing this song, when you trust, trust no more

 

The storm that came and went by, the dust when settled

All the promises were over

I found you no different than the first time we met

Each event replayed itself again

My senses could only say this, when you trust, trust no more

 

The echoes of past, lost their will, promises faded in a flash

Oh, how silly I was

To conquer the ocean when the pirate sat right next to me

The pain that I am feeling now

Will always remind me, when you trust, trust no more

 

The wound that bled and the soul that cried, this heart will abide

After all this yet I am to blame

Alas I don’t think I deserve these claim or any of these pain

My eyes have responded

This is the end and this is how it ends, when you trust, trust no more

 

In this world that I will build now will not have my heart and soul

The damage was done and you rested my soul

If the meaning of trust is to break the trust, that is what I will live by

For me this time I won’t be broken

As it’s difficult to fix, so this time when I trust, I trust no more

 

My last words to whomever it may concern, from now to beyond

My trust is not a privilege

That anyone can come and shear off with a snatch of a string

I reside in a world it has no value

So here I am making a promise, when I trust anyone, I trust no more…

Trust

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Time

We live, we die, we see, we enjoy,

life is a journey we should enjoy,

its has joy it has pain, it can be insane

we love we hate, we are happy we are sad

A day, a month an year and we are here

Life keeps passing by and the age that defy

I know I am aging its the this feeling that’s caging

I want to set it free but its still within me

the notion of this time those feeling so divine

still reside within me, I thought it was time

but those feelings are not sublime

I know I am ageing with every season facing

I am with myself hoping to see that view

Alas its life and time has passed by

I wish I could be true and don’t miss those blues

but reality is bitter and doesn’t make you better

may be one day I could go back in time

and may be then I will be fine

Its a riddle that does not die

with time passing by I wonder what it is

or may be its just me or may be its just me….

 

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When I close my eyes

Its amazing how people perceive you by your looks your face and what you express, but if you go deep down within this take a step back and go one step closer to yourself you realize how superficial is this world. So I close my eyes stopping look at this world and think of the most beautiful thing that can ever happen to one. Something that cant be written off, nor be destroyed but just felt and cant be stolen by anyone, its something which can be felt and cant be expressed by word. But when this feeling cant stay within you it tries to bubble out of your heart and when this happens it try’s to take shape of words. These words are something which cant be written, never be forgotten and never expressed. Its an emotion of heart that was , is and will always try to immaculate itself. It always stands away from crowd and never catches anyone’s eyes , so here is my remainder to those who think happiness is outside.

Whether am preoccupied or,

Sitting somewhere with relief,

From the moment I wake up,

Till the time I go to sleep,

Even in my dreams,

My love for you runs deep,

 

Your one glimpse makes my day,

Your smile makes me fly,

 

There is a divine charm,

With your lovely face aglow,

Want to hold you in my arms,

And never let you go,

 

Nothing in my life,

Is more prior than u,

I feel the luckiest,

For being loved by you,

 

All I want in my life,

With whatever comes my way,

Just want to keep you happy,

Each and every day!

 

Just take a moment,

And close ur eyes,

You would find my soul there,

To embrace u from all sides.

 

As said so many times to infinity and beyond….

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Love life live life

Well after a long time I read my weblog’s tagline and thought where did I loose the theme of what I created and the first thing that popped up my mind is here …. all I want to say is there are somethings that never change and no matter what life throws at me one should never miss what you created a story must never end.

 

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My eyes

Well in life you see a lot of things but ever tried to look into your eyes….

An eye opener

An eye opener

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ek armaan

Hello all

 

It took a big break to be back, yup everyone needs a BREAK, isnt it life is incomplete without a break… so here i am back again :

 

ek karam sanam mujhpe kar de ,

mujhe khud se fana kar de
lekar inn armaano ka gam
mujhe khud se juda kar de
 
askhq behte hai tau rukte nahi
iss silsiley ko koi anjaam de de
lekar inn tutte armaano ko 
jeene ka koi tau mujhe bahana de
 
jal ke nikharte hai kundan
mujhe bhi kuch aisi nishaani de de
madham se jalte inn armaano ko
koi tau sulagahne ka bahana de de
 
kho chuka hu apne he naamo nishaan
iss khoi pehchaan ko khud ka pata de de
ab bhi na keh saka hu apne armaano ko
iss khamoshi ko koi tau jubaan de de
 
lekar chala tha ek ashna apni palko par
unn toote armaano ko panaah de de
naa batchi hai koi ab chahat
iss ruki dadhkano ko jannat ki dua de de
 
jal gaya wo sehar jisse kaha apna jahan
iss jahan se uss jahan ka sila de de
ek dor se jis umeed par udate kal tak hum
uss dor ke har jare ko tar tar kar de
 
ek karam mujhpe mere hum nawa kar de
mujhe khud se tu fana kar de,
ji liye bahut iss dil ke liye ab tak hum
iss dil ko inn dhadkano se juda kar de…
 
 
Thanks for reading…
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